sweet lies word for me..

kill all my emotions,end all dis frustrations coz i had no one..I feel so lonely..no one believes me,no one really understands wat i really try to say.. wat i'm feeling rite now..they don't know wat i need,they think they know everything..they said i'm naive,they know what the best for me..i thought he'd understand coz he said he's the same..i thought he knew i finally found happiness when i open up my feelings when i let myself fall to him..when i was falling,i believe that he'll catch me in the end..i'm still falling but i never reach..i never reach to the end..i thought he knew..i thought he understand that he should believe the truth bout my feeling..i've been pain..i've been played..i've been ignored..i've been lied too..i've seen it all..i never believe..anyone actually cared for me,until he came n told me he does! i never believe..anyone could stand me until he came n told me he could! i never believe anyonne would be by my side 4ever,until he came n told me he would! i never believe anyone needs me..until he came n told me he does..then....one day..he said its all just a simple a sweet life..whatz left 4 me is nothing now..kill all my emotions..end all dis frustrations.. 0 comments

Posted by fairytales at 6:29 AM

alone and loneliness

i love 2 hide..
coz i was hoping someone realizw i'm gone..
i'm hoping someone will try 2 find me..
i'm hoping i'll be found..
but somehow i've found myself missing..
it makes me lonely 2 find out..
no one really cares bout
my existence!
the truth is i came 2 dis world alone..
i lives here alone..
and soon i'll b dying alone..
until i don't even have da feeling
to worry of my loneliness anymore,,
coz even after i've died i'll forever will
b alone n alone...... 0 comments

Posted by fairytales at 1:17 AM

lost..

i'm lost in da depths
of da most dark mazes!
i've lost myself yet i'm still here
i'm scared n alone..
scared dat i'll never b found..
everyone can see me..
but they don't understands..
nor find me!!
i'm seen n not..
i felt like crying n dying!!
it hurtz a lot..
2 many thoughtz in my mind..
i can't get them out.
it's so noisy i felt like breaking..
i don't know what 2 trust n whom should i trust..
even myself i don't feel like trusting..
complacation this's it..

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Posted by fairytales at 12:58 AM

mybe!!!

…that’s why you didn’t fight for me.
…that’s why you denied your feelings.
…that’s why you chose to walk away.
…that’s why you left me.
…that’s why you let me go.
…that’s why you wouldn’t take a risk.
…that’s why you acted like a jerk.
…that’s why you gave up.
…that’s why you didn’t give everything you can.
…that’s why you set so many limitations.
…that’s why you refused to open up.
…that’s why you cried.
…that’s why you couldn’t commit.
…that’s why you made all those excuses.
…that’s why you won’t give in to love.
…that’s why you failed.
Maybe you were just afraid.

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Posted by fairytales at 6:27 AM

my heart belongs 2 u..

I can feel your thoughts
Which cries out to me
Deep down in my heart
Your love meant to be

The desires & passions we share
Has taken me far to you
The non-stop tears we bear
Had paved my way thru’

Wonderful intimacy we possess
Knows no limit like the sky
Isn’t it a beautiful thing?
Accompanying us side by side

Grateful for the ecstatic moments
Given by you so very dear
Dawn of this incredible love
Appeared to me so crystal clear!

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Posted by fairytales at 12:14 AM

can u hear me... my dear

Here I was alone..
Contemplate the quiet days..
I'm without you..
Still without you........

When tomorrow comes again..
I try to face all these..
Even without you..
even without you...

When I got the glowing stars..
The sun is quiet with me here...
I can laugh .. crying .. mused ..
In this place I stand ..

Voice .. listen to me
How are my idol..
I'm here waiting..
Still hope in his heart..

Voices..listen to me..
Am I always be in his heart..
I'm here waiting..
Still hope in his heart..

If I was still here..
I skip all that happened..
I'm waiting I'm waiting..

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Posted by fairytales at 5:13 AM

A ocean full of tears

There aren't any gestures, senses, or words to describe how much I miss you, my lover

What can I do for you to understand that every moment that we are together are so precious to me, my sweetheart

The way you treat me, understand me, and care for are the beginning of these emerging feelings that only end with you, my dear

The funny comments that make me like you even more, for there is competition between us, but sweet victory together, my someone

I always have you in my mind, and there isn't one day that passes that I don't think of you, missing you like always, my love..

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Posted by fairytales at 5:11 AM

143

I love you with all my heart
Approaching you with my every part
But you paid no heed at all
Did not catch me when I fall

Deserting me when I waited
Blaming me when I’m wounded
Never have I stooped so low
Yet accepting the love u throw

Death is the only I want
In your arms I’ll lay my head
For death would turn out sweet
When it comes to be under your feet

Literally my soul taken away
Ripping off cruelly by you
My heart bleeding heavily
At last, I can see the heaven thru’
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Posted by fairytales at 3:20 AM